Month: December 2021

REZZ – Someone Else

the lyrics say it all [Verse]I wake up in the bed you madeThe one where you’re supposed to lay with meI smell you on the pillowcaseBut don’t see your face, and that’s okay with meI never thought I’d see the day (See the day)I’d see you as somebody I could hateI guess that’s just the price I payFor the blood-red flags that I walked past every day [Chorus]Who are you when I’m not looking?You’re like an angel sent from hellDespite those eyes that hooked meWhen I’m not looking, you are someone else [Drop]Someone elseSomeone— [Chorus]Who are you when I’m not looking?I doubt you even

New Episode Published

Episode 11 – Not Dead – A much more cheerful, forward looking podcast  *New* The other day, I posted a really awful piece of audio.. I was feeling really down and for whatever reason, I decided to record myself and post it as a podcast. Not a great idea, but I am going to leave it where it is. It helped to me reflect on my vision – for this podcast. Positivity first. When I started this podcast, I was inspired… I had some pretty great focus, huge ideas, some well-laid plans, and one massively

A happiness challenge to myself

When was the last time I was truly happy for more than a few hours, maybe a few days? I think that it has been many years, and I have been trying to figure out the things that at one time gave me great joy… this is not an easy thing to analyze. In the middle, of course there were many ‘moments’ of great joy, triumph and even pure elation. I can only speak for me, but I suspect this is more the norm than the exception. Explore my thoughts with me… if you dare

I did a thing

It is the end of an era in the Gutty home. I have sold my very faithful HP Z820 beast of a workstation which I have been using as my day to day everything computer for the past 5 years. It had almost everything a power-user could want in a machine.. almost. Weighing in at almost 60 lbs. as mine was configured, and with whopping dimensions of 17.5 x 8.0 x 20.7 in without monitors! The price one used to pay for performance was fourfold 1. Price 2. mass and size 3. energy consumption, and